I don’t know about you, but I am struggling.
In this pandemic, it may seem like the world is falling apart.
And to my anxious mind right now it is, or at least it feels close to breaking point.
However, one thing I keep telling myself is, everything that is unfolding is doing so as it should.
The universe is impartial.
What one sees as a disaster another may see it as a miracle.
Listen, I know is 2020 is not starting how many of us hoped and the world feels a little grey, a little harder to exist and I feel as if everything has paused as if I am living in slow motion.
But maybe just maybe this pandemic has been brought into test us and show us that even on the darkest days there is positivity and there is hope.
So how am I feeling?
Confused, a little lost and fearful for the next few months.
And I’m sure other people are feeling this way too.
But do you know, we’re all allowed to be scared about the world changing.
It scary to alter your routine, it’s scary to suddenly find all those things you took for granted just impossible to find.
Because life is easier if it stays the same right? Staying in our comfort zones is so much easier than the unknown.
And that is what I always struggle with.
But I know I must learn to accept change and you do too because whether we like it or not our world is not going to stay the same forever.
The same goes for right now, how we are feeling this week, our heavy hearts…it wont always feel like this. These days will pass and we will get through it.
We’re all allowed to be scared about what the future holds but what we need to do is not let the fear consume us.
It’s okay to be scared, I am too.